At this point in my life, I had graduated college and had made no plans for college or my future. I was essentially jobless, carless, and distracted. As far as I was concerned I was the center of attention and did what I wanted. Without values, morals or self-respect I was following the wrong path until the day I realized something was different. In May of 2012 my whole world came crashing down around me and then slowly came back into perspective. I woke up that morning vomiting, I knew something was different. After purchasing a cheap, dollar store pregnancy test, I nervously went to the bathroom and followed the directions. Just a few seconds later the results were clearly positive. At this point I was shocked and in denial at the same time. I didn't want to believe the test that was before me. I was afraid of becoming a mother and doubted I would be good at it