I realized that I have only felt close to one person and I have become very dependent on them emotionally and that is not healthy. I need to learn how I communicate with myself to improve my ability to be open and my relationships with my family and friends. Improving these qualities will help me when I need to talk about an internal problem and will positively influence my self-evaluation. Ultimately, this will teach me to emotionally depend on myself and not be such a negative burden to a woman I care about a lot.