The truth is that every first day of school was torture for both of us, especially for me who often got the most negative traits such as being darker, smaller and thinner than my brother. With my very sensitive, emotionally unstable and immature heart, all the comparisons made me feel insecure around my brother. I promised myself that I will look smarter, prettier, taller and healthier than him. So, to do that, I studied more. I participated in various school activities to gain self-confidence and self-esteem. I trained more to play badminton and chess better. I made friends with more people to create an alliance with those who will agree with me that I am better than my brother. All the planting came to a harvest, I graduated from elementary school in the top 9 while my brother graduated in the top 11. I won! I won the battle I had fought without my opponent knowing. Just a few days later, I was very distressed. We changed our home address and moved to Montalban. I lost my friends and entered a new school and a new house. I no longer had allies. I had no one to support me in my selfish, childish dreams except my twin brother. As a result, I realized that my most envied enemy is actually my only true one